a Journey

ahh... tis is e life. staying in n lazing ard on a bright, sunny Sunday. i jst realized tt i haven't done tis in a very long time... yup. mostly we (lama n i) used to stay in at his place, even then it was very very rare. simply cos i didn't feel at home in his dingy lil' bedroom. well, it's dingy only cos he likes to close e curtains n he's got tinted windows! i'm e sort tt needs to see sunshine n feel e sun in my room! otherwise i'll find e whole place too gloomy! n no, it's not cosy... dingy's more like it. i still remember how nauseous i felt aft watching 'requiem for a dream' in his room. seriously, i felt sick to e bottom of my stomach; like i'd been on e roller coaster multiple times n my stomach was jst churned upside dwn. cld be 'cos of e graphics too. but tt aside, it really was a great movie. i'll NEVER touch drugs ever. if i was wishy washy abt tt before, e movie jst cemented my stance tt i'll never do drugs. not even soft ones like weed or ice or ecstacy. actually, i heard tt u CAN get hanged for weed in spore... anyway, check out e official website for e movie. http://www.requiemforadream.com/ i love it. even though i felt seriously disturbed aft watching it, i think it's amazin as a movie. the themes of drug abuse... loneliness, well actually e need for family bonds... n e curse of addiction. if e movie wasn't so great, it's hve come across as preachy. but cos it was so well done, e themes speak for itself. so subtle yet so powerful. they jst seem to wrench its way into ur subconciousness n e graphics jst haunt u each time u think abt it. very gd way to reinforce themes i tell u. great cinematography!