a Journey

things i've learnt tonight:
1) iPod minis are power leaches. seth's iPod leeched itself onto my laptop battery e moment i connected it. on top of tt, iPod minis are elitist. it refused to function as my intended removable hard drive. why? my media player of choice wasn't Apple. fine. whatever.
2) i love Lama. he amazes me e way he can be so dense yet so lucid at times. darn it. twisted but amazing. i chose to stay: i chose.
3) i'm going to miss Fay like crazy when she goes. or when i go. either way, i knw i'll be a wreck e whole way home to s'pore. i hate being left behind; esp by those so dear to me, it jst sucks to be left with a vacuum as u watch them turn ard away frm u... *jst keep walking darlings, don't turn ard* (courtesy of Julie from 'e sex life of snails')
4) health is impt. those funny purplish bruises on my arms r worrying me a lil. i don't wanna talk abt it. but it scares me tt they don hurt e way a bruise wld hurt. i've pressed, poked, rubbed, n they feel jst like skin. not a bruise. oh wells. at least they're fading off now. but then thre's e hair loss issue too. my hairdresser was like, 'u've lost so much hair, ur natural waves are gone! okie. so my hair's thinned dwn lots.' i want to be healthy. no, i need to be healthy!
5) i'm tired: physically-mentally-spiritually. i jst feel so drained; maybe cos i've been overzealous with my hols n planned toO many appts. *oops*