a Journey

Fay-gurl

You, make me see the glitter and colour in the grey around me.

Lama

 You, give me the strength to press on till the end of the day.

Life here ain't the same without your smiles.

I miss the laughter and sunshine.

It's all about how you touch my life in a way no one else can.

it's a cloudy Tuesday morning... so I knw it isn't e Monday blues. or is it jst a delayed reaction, as usual? *sigh* i was readin Life! a few days back and found out tt pple who feel tired, or in my case fatigued, in e day cld be showing symptoms of depression or diabetes. I'd like to think mine is due to me trying to cut back on caffeine. then agn, i had a large Starbuck's capp yest afternn. oh wells. i think it's jst skool which is overwhelming me. it's almost as if all i'm living for is e next assignment deadline, filming project, essay report... whatever. i feel so drained by skool n i'm only halfway thru' it. *bah* i really wish tt everyone was here with me, instead of scattered across e globe. yeah, e global village, true as it may be, does not really work well with poor uni students with limited finances. jst thinking abt it, i think i'd need to survey half of tis island before i can earn enuf for a trip to see Aussie. and i'd probabaly huf to survey e whole island to go to San Francisco. thinking abt it jst makes me want to cry, e way I almost did at bedok mrt stn at 7a.m. on a very recent Monday morning. it's not tt i'm not happy here. it's jst tt i wish i wasn't missing pple so much, so often. i haven't seen some of them in years. it's so not funny. and Fir's leaving early nxt year for Boston. it's crazy. when i'm in Melbourne, i miss those back here. when i'm here, skool jst makes it even more miseable. don't get me wrong, e ppl here r amazing darlings whom i love to bits. but sometimes, i jst feel so incomplete.

p.s. the names were arranged in alphabetical order and is not representative of my affection for either party.