a Journey

Yesterday, Rach made this wonderful observation, "You're really not a shopper, Phie." In my defense, I will say, it is the crowd that gets to me. I get traumatised just walking into Mango during the sale season. I mean, I'm fine if you want to have lots of people in one space, but surely not in one small area! *gasps for air* It gets claustrophobic! I freeze when I see crowds. Even in citilink, I don't know how to cut across the masses of people to get into Singtel. I just don't see how to go about it! :| BUT yesterday was fantastic, nonetheless! My gurls are fantabulous! :) Manicure::full manicure:: and a Dashing Diva gift from Shal & Rach! *twirls* Great gurl talk with Shal about her beau too! *bliss* I think it's interesting how I can actually see DH and I, but in role reversals in their r/s. -Shal//Dh, Moi//Fir- All that issue of past r/s, past events. I guess it's always so easy to be rational, but the heart does not always necessarily go with the head. Looking back, things are so different between DH and I now, than when we first started 2 years ago. Listening to her explain herself, was amazing! It was like having this great insight to where he is coming from. I guess the whole reason Shal is still decent to the ex. is cos she has a teddy bear heart! -warm, fuzzy, soft- Just like my dear. Double-edged sword when it comes to drawing the line; but I have learnt to trust and let go of his baggages. Become more zen? Perhaps. But I know that I drew strength from Him and the great people around me. *hugs* Gurls, y'all rawk big time. And yes, this includes all my sistas too! *kehehe*

This is life. Great company, great warmth. :)