a Journey

It is 2:40a.m. in the morning. I have just bought the tickets to Melbourne. A month alone. A month of intense growing into the ME I've always wondered about. A month of living overseas without the parents. I am overwhelmed suddenly. Happy. Exhilarated. Ecstatic. Scared. Cautious. Paranoid. Mostly excited & scared. It's a big world out there. It'll be in the heart of winter. I'll be with Fir&Fay co.

Shoutout to Fir: Thanks for picking me up at 5a.m. in the morning. Victoria Market with me yeah! ;) *twirls you around the room with me*

Muacks to Fay: We've lots to catch up on. Be strong for me, be my yin & yang now when I need my best friend (YOU) to be that way for me. Lurve you gurl. *hugs*

I will miss you darlings.

And I wonder if that could have been me, and then I feel this sadness, this freedom, this excitement, this fear. I breathe and I see light. I breathe and I take in the strength I wish the air might possess. A promise, a dream, a chance. To grasp, to hold, to treasure. I will revel, savour, relish.