a Journey

Deed's done. I walked my talk. For the first time ever. It was a quiet, respectful and honest affair. Finally.

I am happy to say that I was so calm. Calm is indeed a very lovely, refreshing, invigorating change to all that has happened. Things are indeed looking up. Or maybe I'm just getting off my butt and taking more initiative.

But, seriously, break-ups are really very draining affairs. Were we ever together to begin with? "Break-up" for lack of a better word and for easier understanding.

Maybe that's why it was always easier to do it any other way. Anything BUT face-to-face. Emotional drainage. Feels that way. *plops down on sofa* Happy-tired.

Of all things to be happy-tired about!  

Everyone seems to be flying off somewhere this hols. Europe, LA, HK... Melbourne! :) I guess everyone needs a break.

Sometimes, I find it inevitable that we are protective of those we love. Even if they've always been the one protecting us, watching over us, when push comes to shove, you (I) worry for their potential heartbreak.

I am NOT underestimating my darlings' abilities to look after themselves. But I am just worried. Cos I care.

Surviving on 8 hours of sleep for 2 days is not exactly the best feeling in the world. It's like a beer buzz sans the added acuteness of your senses; more like the dulling of the senses actually.

Late night chill out sesh with the darlings have been funny/head-smacking/endearing/silly! :) I LikE. But I need my sleep!

I realize peeps tend to form impressions fairly quickly. Like how 3 drinking occasions = Phie is a alcoholic. Or 2 crazy nights at Mambo = Phie is out-of-control. MmmM. Oh wells. It's normal, I guess. Is it?

Bikini party coming up on June 10. If this isn't a fantastic motivation to exercise I don't know what is anymore.

Sleepy. sleepy, sleepy. Darn construction works driving me crazy. Starts like clockwork at 8a.m every morning!

Who to inform should I die? This of course is said with regards to the lovely card posted by the National Organs peeps. Maybe I should get the details of those who'd rather I'm not around (i.e. dead). At least I can make one more person happy. -hehehe- Twisted, I know.

p.s. if this isn't a random post, I don't know what is.