a Journey

"Girls are happiest when they are daughters at home." Perhaps. Maybe the happiness stems from the security. The gurantee of love; parents can't exactly change their mind on you being their daughter overnight.

At least not the way lovers decide that a present-lover has suddenly been demoted to the ex-lover status.

Perhaps this is what was meant: Security. Basking in the love of a surety.

I crave, to trust.  

"I know now that there is an end."

"You look so sad saying it."

"I want to believe otherwise."

So long ago, do you even remember this? How could we have fallen so far from grace? Ex-roomies. I wish it could have all been different.

"Phie, a leopard never changes its spots."

I loved.

Suddenly, I see answers even though I wasn't looking for them.

Moving out. It's a miracle how the timings fit. I really hope we get the apartment. Independence. Own personal bubble: Am I becoming anti-social? ;) Love my darlings too much for that.

But the breath of fresh air, it is addictive.

A runaway month. To recharge, remember, learn and plan.

"Wo men zhang da le." Yes, you're right dearie.

See you soon. My friends, my family, my pillars, my halfway house. :)

"Maybe the lesson you have to learn is to love without expecting anything in return."

So wise, so true. Thank you.