a Journey

Sometimes I wonder if I'm addicted to pain. Because lately, all the choices I've been making w.r.t my personal life seem to be pointing towards Heartbreak Hotel (again). Wt*. I so need to learn my lessons. But then again, I'm a lot more numb now than I was before.

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

The gold has left and I'm a blank piece of paper.

我不再恨也不再爱。说起以前的事我的心也没有含着一滴希望。
“我们”现在是“我”和“他”。。你的关心不再令我哭。
也许我们已经开始成为所谈过的“朋友”。
（12/01/07）